State of My Year

So far this year I've met almost none of my goals. Haven't worked out all year until just the last week but I guess what matters most is right now. No reason to wait till 2014 to start if I can do it now. I have been working at the ranch which I like well enough...mostly I like my boss and I like that there is no stress. Dealt with some pretty severe anxiety and panic disorder this year but am trying to get things under control. Most of this is thanks to Josh...he's pushed me to go to church and get involved and to work out and get some of that pent up anxiety out that way. Plus lots of love and sex. He's amazing. Still hate talking to people. I don't call or txt as often as I had planned because I just don't want to. Justace has been growing up and I've been trying hard to create memories with him.