State of My Year

So far this year I've met almost none of my goals. Haven't worked out all year until just the last week but I guess what matters most is right now. No reason to wait till 2014 to start if I can do it now. I have been working at the ranch which I like well enough...mostly I like my boss and I like that there is no stress. Dealt with some pretty severe anxiety and panic disorder this year but am trying to get things under control. Most of this is thanks to Josh...he's pushed me to go to church and get involved and to work out and get some of that pent up anxiety out that way. Plus lots of love and sex. He's amazing. Still hate talking to people. I don't call or txt as often as I had planned because I just don't want to. Justace has been growing up and I've been trying hard to create memories with him.

Life After Blogs

If I lost my computer I don't know how I would live. There would be no Sims, no e-mail, no online reading. I wouldn't be able to just google anything I had a question about anytime. Scrapbooking would be harder since I couldn't just print out photos and words and graphics anymore. I'd probably subscribe to more magazines. I'd read a lot more and watch more TV and movies. I would probably socialize more. Hang out with others...play games and what not.

A Friend in Need

My closest friend is my husband. We've had so many good times together for so many years. Between high school football games and homecoming dances where we tried so hard not to step on each others' feet. Hanging out at his house and at mine after school. Hanging out with other friends at night eating frozen custard. Visits in between my going to college and his coming home on leave from the Army. Oh, how sexy he was. Still just friends...but a girl can look, right? Long late night phone calls about everything from his sexcapades and drunk nights to the night when some guy broke my heart. Then his decision to move in with me and the feelings that developed between us. The passion. The love. The total and complete trust. The fights later on and the fun times in Vegas. The heart break and drama of a long distance marriage. The tears and strong tie during some really tough life times. Between a horrible car accident and financial troubles and the birth of our first child. My handsome sexy army man who has been my best friend since high school. The laughs. The jokes and smiles and long talks. We may be completely different from each other but I think we complement each other perfectly.

The Stat Connection

I don't blog as often as I should and my blogs aren't that popular and don't have that many readers. Mostly I use my blog as a way to practice my writing and try to write daily and also as a way of updating friends and family of what is happening in my life or a way to vent about things. However, I was playing around and found I can look at my stats page for my blogs. So...the top 3 most popular blog posts of all time for my Great Adventure blog are:

1. Top Reasons I Decided to Join the Air Force

2. Prepping and books

3. Justace Drake Jackson

I honestly am not sure why these posts are the most viewed. The third one I get because it was the first post with photos after I had the baby and everyone wanted to see those and Josh was telling everyone to go look. The Air Force one maybe just because people were curious to know why join? It's not really like me and might have shocked some of my friends and family who didn't understand what I might be thinking. The prepping and books post I have no clue unless people were interested in my comments on books. If that is the case perhaps I should do this more often? I finally got my Fifty Shades book back today that I left in Salt Lake City so I can turn that in and after August 1st pay off our fines on it so I can start reading again. I've missed reading.

I think perhaps things I blog about that interest other people in some way is a good thing? I'm always just thinking about myself in my writing and not what other people might enjoy reading about. I should work on that.

Stranger in a Strange Land

Part of the reason I decided to join the military was I loved the idea I'd get to travel and see the world! I've moved around a lot growing up and I honestly loved it. I loved getting to go to a new place and see new thing and new people. The only out of country place I have ever visited was Japan but I loved that as well. I love to really experience new places. to get out and do and see thing. My husband loves trying new foods and this is definitely part of the experience but for me it' only one small part. I love trying new food and new restaurants. I love going to places and doing thing. In Texas, I loved going to concerts and festival with friends. I loved going to Keemah. I loved BBQ. In California, I loved spending time at the beach and I made Josh take me places...like the aquarium and museums and whale watching. Here, in Idaho, we visit Yellowstone regularly. We have gone snow mobiling in the winter. I fed a baby bear cub at Bear World. I've gone fishing and even been there when Tristan shot a bear. I guess, for me, traveling and just life in general is about the experiences and the memories and of course the photos! I love photos! Taking them. Scrapbooking them. Showing them off. Maybe one day, if we ever get in a better place financially, we can travel. My dream, if it were ever possible, is for us to take 2 vacations/trips per year. I'd want to take one in the summertime that was a family vacation and show Justace different places and experiences. And I'd want to take one in the Fall that was just Josh and myself...an anniversary trip or honeymoon for just the two of us.